*of things old*

Alot of things happened in tis few days and i really wanted to blog more but each time i got on my bed(my lappie is a permanent fixture on my bed), i end up sleeping in seconds..so here goes, if i remember all la ah.....

I was walkin past my hall and my dad was watching this hindi movie(weekend), and it was like coincidental that i heard this dialogue, i found it very interesting and this goes to all lovers out there.... Two ladies were sitting and chitchatting wher one of the gals boyfren walks in super excited and says i took amazing pictures today, she was like way cool lets develop them but u go change up first.. than the other gal says ure so lucky to have both of u share the same interests... the first one looks around and says actually i dnt realli like it but he likes it alot so i found out about it and jus share his enthusiasm, coz the one hour i spend wif him developing the pictures will make the other 23 happy for him... Love isnt just the dating phrase or till he proposes, its lifelong, its walking hand in hand to watch a movie at 65, its calling each other at weird timing to say i love u, its to see your other half in ur kid and love them equally....love doesnt die..

I been doing alot of things to control my temper but yet recently and very weirdly i have been very patient yet on the other hand very short tempered, i know i am lost and i know i am a confused soul but this is really weird... i am becoming very split personality like, i mean sometimes i feel i am two different persons, one is this arrogant guy whu has enuff confidence to take on the world, yet he is rude often angry and too proud.. the other guy thinks he is useless, cldnt bear a ant weighin down on himm and is too patient that people make use of him...

I have been readin alot, been playin soccer alot and been doing alot of things that i find the days are going faster nowadyas..aniwaes its the holiday period now and i am happy its finally here, i really need this holiday...i have to find myself..